im eeriee! muahaha.

byebye~

2009-01-15T15:15:00.011+08:00

2009-01-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

i became a certified walkingzombie today. cheyyyyy, statement! haha.
here's why :
talked on the phone till like, 5+ am. (sape nyer pandai jugak? :P ) thnn ard 8am. heard screaming & shouting. macam nak roboh rumah. & i still thought it was a dream, LOL. padehal padehal. Hariz laa, exercising his lungs.

so anw. met Z today. setakat gi makan jer. well, he did laa. i ddn want to 'waste money', in a sense. aft tt i had to go. late fr work alr. 5 mins pun kire. tsk. rmb your promise k. tkle break tau! if not, you watch out. chey. fierce. hahaaaa.
dah, i mentioned you. happy tak? x)

2009-01-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

once again. thank you Z. this time you made me realise smething. my stupidity. haha. damnnnn. how do you do it ?! :P its weird tt we never run out of things to say. &rare that even though we only got to know each other a few days ago, but yet we're talking like we've been friends for years. huhu. & thank you eh. now my stomach pain like hell. ketawe sendiri. *ketok you back!*

had to go MEH again just now. and. then. kan. the OM/AM (idk la which one.) hot uh sey. hoho. :X

2009-01-12T22:07:00.006+08:00

i just realised, my results are like tt Plain White Ts song. 1 2 3 4! hahahh.
guess it's quite satisfactory uhhh. considering the amt of effort i put in. hehhhhh. i cant believed i actually shrieked/screamed/jumped/hugged syiqin tengah tengah hall tadi. ahahh. buat malu jer. teeheeheeeeeee.

but i guess i owe my superduperunexpected sc grade to mr jay. suddenly shooooot manzxzx, like whoaaa. haha. :D ty laa, u & yr sarcasticlyfunny jokes. maybe i should go find him take my 1000 ~~dollars~~ hell notes. hahhhhh.

2009-01-11T17:51:00.006+08:00

i wonder how i'll be feeling at this time tomorrow.

errrrrrrrrr. :S

okay. dont think about it. dont think about it. dont think about it. dont think about it.

so anyways. the main purpose of me blogging now

is to say thank youuuuuu to Z for distracting me with your gila-ness. gile gile slalu uh k X)

haiyooo. gotta go out soon, i think i need to destress with another mask. haha.

to ask or not to ask , that is the question.

2009-01-10T20:27:00.005+08:00

seminar was okaaay. sleeq's performance was awesomee of course. hahaaa. melts uh sey. ^^ aft tt toured. kept laughing the whole day, idk whyy. weather was windy again. so my fringe got messed up again. tsk. went off ard 2 plus.

met. walkwalk. ended up, gi prp jugaakk. hahhh. & he being irritating, kept saying i short. grrrrr. i not short okayy. i average. you're the tall one lor. HAHA. sat in front of botak trees, watched ppl learn to rollerblade & kept laffing. was totally the pot calling the kettle black kinda thing. step i noe how liddat. hahh. soo thanks for the laughter & 'comforting' words. welll, at least u tried? x) & yeaaaa, i just realised, i keep saying idk. alot. :X

sorry S & K , fr 'psk-ing' korang. i feel bad. i reaally do. ):

2009-01-10T00:27:00.006+08:00

so aft today, my first choice would still be CPEE! ((:

second i guess ECH.

third , idk , the nursing at nyp is like super interesting. & the ppl , environment , facilities all like so the gerek. but thn. the blood. like. omg. haha. & hafta be cpr-certified. errrrrrrr.

ohh & at nyp, we saw the purple tee mathstrail2006 guy! :D masih ingat hor. haha. caused me & syiqin to squeaaaaal right smack centre of the poly. LOL. embarassing much ? xP

reached home ard 11+. thn i remembered my yet-to-be-used mask! so i put it on like, 12am on the dot. haha. giler. is it considered superstitious, feeling creeped out looking in the mirror at this kinda time ? haha. idk. just felt.. weird. so anws. now my skin feels all smooth-yy! xD

tsk. hafta meet at 9 tmr. and so, wake up at 6+ ? & its nearing 1 now but im still wide awake. omg. guarantee nyerr, tmr like the teaching seminar. at sme point of time, tertidoo. reminds me of sch. hahhhs. ss. geog. frequent naps. i miss sleeping during classes. lol, random much ?

tating nyer ★cut , byk ehh kau nyer prank. too bad uh , i ddn fall fr it ! nyehhhhhh xD

2009-01-06T18:43:00.006+08:00

found out ytd, tt i was paying adult fare cos i ddn extend my card expiry thingy -.- merepekkkk. queued up for ~~123456789~~ almost 30 mins? & got the whole thing over & done with in a few seconds. again, -.- made me late for work uh sey. tsk. tapii stakat 15 mins. haha.

today. ferst trip to the bank. alone somemore lorr. lucky ddn get lost. hahhs. was like walking anyhow. thn suddenly see the red sign = :D

&&! i got a scar on my index finger, thanks to the steam wand ahh! tsk.

ohmygosh, i feel reallyreallyreally bad uh. kaee, nxt time ill talk louder lol. whywhywhyyyy didnt i wait til she finish talking & thennn repeat myself..? tsk. stupid siaaa ir. :( im super duper sorry. & im super duper paisey to go tmr. sighs.

tomorrowww. supposed to not work. but i gotta cover for someone. morning shift manzxz. but, nvmmm. i'll just think of the 15th. :D & i just realised, ive been working 5 days straight. so aft tmr, 4(+?) days off :D but ill prolly be out almost everyday. poly open houses. & results? hopefully not. :S dammit lahh, sunday tk kejerr :( not good, not good! saperr nk kluaarrr ?

2009-01-04T23:36:00.015+08:00

i can predict sleepless night(s).

singular? yes.

plural? depends.

someone cheer me up? please?

hmm. today..

-broke my worst-undershot-made record.

-made my meal all by myself :D

waffles + hersheys sauce + strawberry jam + whipped cream = super fattening. lol. :X but i only ate 1/2 of it. eh no. 3/4 of tt 1/2. so that makes it 3/8 ? -.-

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he's right. life's too short to be sad.

thanks alot L, i don't know what i'd do without you (:

2009-01-03T22:39:00.005+08:00

had only 3hrs+ of sleep. so was super sleepy otw to the seminar thingy. dozed off during QA session, dah tkle tahan. 30 mins pun jadi uh. hahahhhh. thn now idk which to choose. not going to poly sounds tempting. bt thn if you get accepted hafta study stuffs at jc level. & tt includes lit! x.X so ml lit = alot more worse ? :X aft tt bus-ed to commonwealth. dunno why i was being belo.
them : so bile sey results kluar
me : i know! i know!
*everyone looks at me*
me : i dunno. (suddenly got mindblock. HAHA)

ate. trained to pasir ris. TSK TSK. ade PDA lagi. menyampahzxzx. met tassa. walked to prp. otw thr syera started omg-ing. hahaaa. thn she really saw the person she was omg-ing about! xD picked a spot. exchanged pressies. thanks DNKSS for the super cuteee apple-lookalike thing. & the lampu. haha. i likeeee. cw-ed. will upload when i get them frm diy & tassa? actually, tengok mood uhh. x)

went off earlier thn them. thn reached bugis, went to change & i thinkk i saw fiza o. lol. anw. i guess working on saturdays not tt bad uh. tadii got someone go & say to me "pendek! gi isi air (inside this thermos thingy)" mean rightt. mentang mentang die tinggi. guess ah who. xP whipped cream jadi whippy. lol. what only. halfway through my head started throbbing likee hell. lasted throughout journey home. tsk. lucky now gone alr. like magic uh! xD

hmmmmm. nak gi ke tak uh?

2009-01-02T17:15:00.009+08:00

changed skin again cos i ddn like the prev font. hahahaa. & i think in a couple of days / weeks i'm gonna get bored of this toooo & change again. my cycle of life la hor. :D

while walking frm esso to dmn, was talking to winxguy. & he invented a new movie. storybook-telling haha. pandai jer uh tukar movie title :P met D&S. thn my turn uh, storytelling. lols. ate. cw-ed. got fed-up/irritated/pissed off. yeapp, the list goes on. time bombs ke perr. hahas. x) & at last, i

bought bajus tt isn't pink in colour xD almost did though. hehh. while otw home at inter saw someone familiar. i thought only uhh. so i was like staring at him thn he was staring at me back. haha. kekekzxz. thn now i find out, it was correct! ~ hahaaa. ape jerr.

my feet are killing me manzxzx. thn hafta stand fr 5 hrs each on sat&sun, gotta do closing. yikes. talk about wrong timing. & thennnn. tmr hafta wake up at 5 in the morning. *insert shocked face* lols. will be out the whole day tmr ? seminar+celebration/lepak-ing+work. omggggg. i feel tired already :S

wise person's advice :
The opposite of love isn't hate
It's indifference.
cheycheyyyy! hahaaa.

2008-12-31T22:39:00.001+08:00

chill k. im fineee. (:

2008-12-31T19:57:00.004+08:00

i just have tt gut feeling tt sth's not right. sighs. tell me i'm thinking too much,again? :S couldnt sleep well, kept tossing & turning. & thn i was rudely awakened at like 945? in the morning. just like ytd. idiot siaa. drill/hammer pagi pagi bute. abehh petang dah tkde pape. grrr. i hate living on the 2nd floor uh. the drilling sounds like its going on right next to me, sound travels through solids and all(?) tatingzxzx!
so my morning was already sucky. decided to go tmart, get some fresh air & maybe sort out my thinking. bought mask & stuffs thn went back. mind still not at ease. almost missed my stop sey, was too busy stoning/daydreaming? idk. althoughhh, tt mud mask thingy dd destress me abit. & i loveee the smell. until now still can smell. haha.

work tmr. closing shift = stoning thru out journey homee. :D 1 hr + seyy, what else can i do ? i hope tmr night nt many ppl at bugis. i hate crowded places. & plsplspls make me not screw up again :/

right. i wonder whyy ehh, tt time whn i msged & left offline IMs, i ddn get a reply. howeverrrrr. on tt same day, i got chain letters frm you. woww. overseas nmpk.
sudah ahh. just forget it alright. im sick & tired of all this. i've already got enough on my mind to worry about.

2008-12-29T21:21:00.010+08:00

couldnt you have at least replied to tell me that ? instead of ignoring our msges/calls ? if u ddn want to reply / talk to / meet me, cant you reply S? at least ask her to take the thing frm yr house or sth ? tt excuse tk masuk akal okayy. we couldve worked something out.
k fine ah, im the impatient/unreasonable/insensitive bitch here. right. happy ?
seeee. this is why we need to talk things out. but since you dont want to / cant / wtv, what more can i say ?

2008-12-27T23:07:00.007+08:00

i screwed up a drink. tts the only bad point for today i guess? haha. aft tt, i made a perfect shot! 22 secs :D *jumps for joy* hahhhh. was shocked uh, unexpected. xD & i guess i'm starting to get the hang of it after all (:

saw a flying thingy just now so i sprayed insecticide practically around the whole house. now it stinksss. & the stupid insect still isn't dead yet. grr. k finee. blame my aiming skills. or lack thereof ? ~

i wanna meet youuuuuuuuuuu :/ imysm.

2008-12-26T18:47:00.004+08:00

met syiqin just noww. vented, satisfied my ljs craving, window shopped for shoees. ishhhh, i waaant tt red heels & black lacy thingie heels !
syiqinn calls it : fetish for heels.
i call it : ways to make myself tall(er)
hahhhhhh. k, mepek. aft tt went to esps to buy my sis's bk. in the bus, got irritated by two guys sitting behind us who kept kicking our seat. idiots. & then i kept hearing "baju colour pink!" grrrrrrrr. i gotta admit, im flattered & all. but still!~
got off the bus & i was omg-ing while syiqin was laughingg.
"menggatal jerr ehh budak sec 3" tsk tsk.
were like two orang jakuns in esps. the place had changed so much. canteen daa jadi mcm kopitiam :X bought the book *bimbotic moment* haha. thn parted ways. lucky ddn bump into them again on my way to the bus stop. reached home, realised tt i forgot to buy my contacts, so went out again to afghan, bro go cut hair. me & sis idk why, so kecoh outside the shop, talk like bullet train. haha.
anways. thank you all for distracting & preventing me from thinking too much (again) today. (:

just what is wrong with you ?

2008-12-24T23:38:00.006+08:00

my upper arm still hurts from just now's tampings :/ & silly me, kept forgetting tt freaking machine was freaking hot so i just anyhow touched it. lost count how many times i dd tt. haiyoooooooo.

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omgomgomg! got spaaaa q 2! = amir! i hope. xD

edited.

eek. rambut die centre parting. haha. tapiiiiiii kaaaann. ade fizow~ :D ahahahaaa. k stoppit.

2008-12-23T18:40:00.006+08:00

sighs. gotta work early in the morning tmr. & by early i mean reaaaally early. haha. but wtv it is, no way am i taking the train again. i've learnt my lesson uhh! nnti jadi (part of) human sandwhich lagi how? xD && i still havent read through & memorise those cheat sheets. die ahh tmr. :/

I wanna believe in happily-ever-afters. I really do.

(Long Overdue)Cruise Pics~

2008-12-22T20:55:00.018+08:00

Night Scenery of Harbour Front port ~

Neptune Kiddie Pool~
(ddn bother to get a shot of the adult pool, it just sucked.)

^ Helicopter Landing? haha.

^ stupid windd, make my fringe got hole.

^ i like my eyeeees ;P
*need to get groovy green contacts soon :D

Serious Conversation :

HAHA!

The Ria Anniversary Cruise show~

one of the games, hafta pump balloons with their butts while wearing masks :
so kekekzxz

Ria Angels~

^ (Unproportionate) Shot tk menjadii. hahaaa.

My sister ; The super(belo)girl ~

With Fiza O ~

^ tt long haired ghost at the far right corner is scary kaan!

My birthday cake from Bella Vista~ :D

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it was nice seeing you just now (:

2008-12-21T23:26:00.006+08:00

all sorts of stupid things ran through my mind yesterday, emphasis on stupid. sighs.

todaay~ had EB class. no mood seyy, by the end of the day my nose was as red as a clown's & on top of tt, leaking like a tap. soo irritating. (maybe i should try tt extra sotong flumax medicine? haha!) had Mac for dinner, after how many donkey years of not eating there. seriouslyy. they all kecoh kecoh like usual, even the trainer joined in ahh. kekekzxz. & apparently im a les now. with Tiara. hahaaa, pe jerrr. xD would have reached home much much later if Kak Su hadnt ajak me take cab to bedok. thanks eh (:

super duper glad i dont have work tmr! whoooo~ in fact, next week relax giler uhh, only two days hafta go :D
&&! i am gonna stay in bed the whole day tmr+tues & continue rotting at home, like how i am supposed to be spending my holidaaays, k bby? :D

2008-12-19T23:23:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY (:
aft work they fetched me and we went to eat at sedap corner (?) the food was okayy i guess. nothing extraordinary. ohh, but the kuay teow (?) was niceeeee.

gosh. i guess i really should stop feeling paranoid/thinking too much. hor.
I love you baby (:

2008-12-19T02:15:00.004+08:00

feeling crappy right now
stupid moodswings.
):
this is one of those times where i wished i ddn have a job so i could just stay in bed all day. gaahhhhhh.

2008-12-18T16:11:00.011+08:00

met him just now. Happy one week uh ! hahaha. it was only fr a short while though, as he had to go to sch aft tt.
congrats bby! see? i told you i was psychic! hahhh. u meanie uhh, had me worried for awhile. xD
& i can only imagine how my turn will be like next yr :S
now, i'm planning on staying in bed the rest of the day. and night. until tmr uh! lol. rare tau, spending off day rotting at homee x)

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i just found one disadvantage of working closing shifts! cannot watch muzika extravaganza this sat )):

2008-12-17T23:34:00.003+08:00

kk, i wanna add another drink to my current faves. belgian choc! mixture of dark chocolate & coffee. seriously, those are must-try drinks. *free advertising* x) & closing shifts are better, i guess. relaxing, in a way? (: ohh, & tadi kaan, this celebrity came. ;P

good luck for tmr k bby. i'm sure it will be alright (:

2008-12-16T20:21:00.008+08:00

work was fun (:
oh yeaa, on the way to work, Bad Bad Experience. now i'm like, super wary of morning shifts uhh! jz now had to be thr at 9, so i went out at 8. & obviously, peak hours, so train was freaking packed. &! i was standing, and thn aft a while, was totally sandwiched in btwn tall tall peoples. >:( grrr.
BBE #1 : i almost got squashed one time whn the train suddenly jerked, and this big guy in front of me like want to fall on me liddat :X lucky he managed to grab onto sth.
BBE #2 : this other guy near me, was wearing a singlet. pastu he held onto a railing directly above me, so i was face to face with his hairy armpit. -.-
BBE #3 : abeh at one station, this woman got on. and she stood directly in frnt of me, and her chest was like at my eye level. like wtf uh. die bukannye nk pusing siaaa. *shudders*

aft a few hrs, had to go MEH (haha!) awhile to take soup. & being frozen, it was quite heavy ahh. but nvmm. at least can jln jln abit, i guess? :D & on the way back. dah nk kat sampai city hall, i was standing near the pole in the middle of the two doors. & thn this auntie near me cepat cepat gi diri depan pintu, like typical uh kan. & the funny thing is, she was standing on the wrong side. & funnier, this guy go follow stand beside her. thn whn reach alr, she was still waiting fr the door to open. lol! kalau train dah stop, pastu pintu tk bukak, nmpk sah wrong side kan?! hahahaaaa. thn aft a few seconds, they were like "eh!" pastu baru turn & realised their mistake. LOL xD

oh! i made this black forest mocha thn like, alot uh leftover. so instead of wasting it, i drank it. & it was superr niceeee! thick skin eh. hahhh. tts my current favourite drink uhh~ xP kept laughing the whole day, i guess cos this colleague of mine is working? haha. if she's there, surely got jokes one. like just now uhh. 'atas bisu tapi bawah tak!' so kekekszx. & aft tt had to go all the way to redhill to register thumbprints, which is used to clock in & out. cool uh sey, like csi. lolllll.

tmr gotta do closing. which means i can sleep & wake up late tonight/next morning! (:

2008-12-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

met diy & syiqin just now :D masuk LS. i waaaaant tt pajamas uhh xP
aft tt went prp. it was super windyy & my hair was all over the place :S sat at the breakwater. heart to heart with syiqq. best ehh bbual gitu. hahaa. thx fr listening anwys (:
otw home bumped into wan again, lol. aft tt singgah-ed downtown kejap, but the stall was MIA ? haha. so went home uh.

& now im like, unsureee. sighs. should i or should i not ? :/
&& i am glad to say, seeing him online (& those pms) doesn't bug me anymoreee!
three cheers for me! loll xD

2008-12-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

Currently feeling ~
Extremely Guilty.
towards, to be precise, six ppl.
goshhhh. am i really such a bad person ? :/

bby! u must be psychic or smethingg, msg-ed me at the right moment (:

2008-12-13T23:17:00.003+08:00

while on my 'lunch' break, listened to ria fm.
& the dj played impianku!
put a smilee on my face, of course. x)

Di dalam sejuta, ku temu dirimu
yang seindah impianku♥

2008-12-12T20:55:00.010+08:00

Went out with NKSS just now. waited fr like almost 1/2 hr ? & the whole time i was standing, wearing almost-4-inches heels. *insert angry face* haha, kidding laa. aft tt syera checked her mail. & it was so lol. spike arh spike. ;P

Quick lunch(if you can call it tt? LOL) befre meeting tassa. trained to city hall. thn they went for their interview. aft tt walked to bugis. can die, i tell you. & they all walk fast fast. tkpe tkpe. soon, give up so wait at nlb while they shopped. talk talk talk - loud? mcm bukan kat library gituu xP thn aft tt bus-ed to simpang bedok.

&& That guy seriously looked like *insert name here* hahaa. kan syera kan?? xP aft tt singgah-ed afghan buy my shoes fr tmr. lol, the uncle who worked thr asked me for a discount whn he eat at my workplace. what onlyy. thn bus-ed home. whn i got off at my bus stp, i tot i saw Z & I. so i jz ignore & walked on. thn i heard someone calling my name. so i turn uhh. realized tt it was actually wan. & his friends, i guess? too bad bby wasnt with them ): i miss him. badly.

& Thanks A LOT ehh for ruining my mood. seriously. terima kasih banyak banyak. *rolls eyes*

K, done. gotta go through my notes again. work tmr :/

2008-12-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

i had a greaaat day today (:
thanks alot syg ;D

2008-12-10T22:15:00.007+08:00

sighs. I want to trust you. But,past experiences made me think twice. All these "What Ifs' running through my mind now. Im scared, I don't wanna get hurt again. Yet, I find myself falling. For you. So what should I do now ?

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OMG. the nerve of some people. this random guy suddenly started a convo on msn. then a few minutes laterr, ask for P. aaaand if i allow, S. like WTF laaaa. sick in the head siaaa. sahh pervert!

2008-12-09T20:23:00.006+08:00

whooo ~

training just now was okayyy. met friendly, outgoing ppl (: this batch all kecoh-rable(in a good way) one x) hahaa. thn otw home played hide & seek with A. hahhh. in the end, i win! xD lucky he go home alr, cos my hair all messy messy one. ;P

officially, first day of ~~sch~~ work tmr. hahahaaa! wth. miss sch uhh xP i hv no idea hw im gonna manage. all i learnt just now was how to make cold drinks. :X

oh yeaaa.. cross ur fingers ehh korang, tt i dont hafta work on friday, or at least, morning shift only or sth. if not cannot follow go gmax ):

& i guess ill upload cruise&scm pics weekend or sthh. no time uhh nowadays. gotta wake up early tmr ): means no mj12! double ): && i keep missing my LB2! triple ): ishhhhh. how depressing.

2008-12-09T07:28:00.001+08:00

first day of work training in a while :S
wish me luck~ xP

2008-12-06T17:12:00.003+08:00

will post abt the cruise tmr or sth tgt with the pics. lazy uhh, nk cari the usb cable XP

yesterday i set a new record. talked on the phone fr 5hrs+ straight. hahaaa. quite fun uhh, talktalktalk, suddenly look at the time, 4 30 am alr o.0 lol. & surprisingly, at the end of it, he seemed to understand me better than anyone possibly could. how weird is that ? macam psychic gitu hor. but it was fun (: started out laffing at the mj12 callers. & the sound effect all that. thn he ended up telling me his own ghost stories & started to creep me out. so changed the subject. then i was just babbling nonsense, thn i suddenly asked "is redhill & bukit merah near to each other?" LOL. thn after a few seconds i was like, ehhh! its the same! hahaaa. bimbotic moment :X

okayys. i shall go get some sleep now. woke up at 2pm and now im sleeping again ehh. HAHA. since we're gonna stay up for the marathon tonight / tmr morning. or else i'll fall asleep tepi jln like last yr. haha. i've learnt my lesson okay! ;P

cant wait to meet DNKS (:

2008-12-03T00:51:00.006+08:00

Will be back on the 5th. going on a cruisee (:

I'm most looking forward to the MJ12 on thursday night, of course ;D picture this; listening to ghost stories in the middle of the ocean, under the stars, darkness surrounding us. perfect setting, dontcha think? X) BUT, i still don't want to experience any supernatural stuffs, thankyouverymuch. :D See ya ~

Esplanade on the 5th, anyone ? ^^ I wanna goooooooooooooooooooooo ! ):

2008-12-01T23:47:00.008+08:00

The Mr Men Show~

(a.k.a. my totally deprived post!) :D

one word : DEPRIVED! hahaaa. XD but u gotta admit, they're cutee! XP

went to take uniform just now. thn singgah-ed library. ended up borrowing this children's book. i was only attracted to it cos the illustrations were similar to charlie & lola's. again, deprived! :D

also, went to look for beds at TKC. there were a few nice queen ones. by nice i mean both design & price :X but i got more attracted to the single ones, in the shape of cars! :D the ones on display had ppg bedspreads. cute kan! there is this one bed near the entrance, its like, jeep? lol. yellowish orange gitu. hahaa. pastu bedspread die baby winnie the pooh! hahh. i said i wanted tt & my dad laffed at me. lollll. idk what's up with me these days. i think i spent too much time with my siblings & lil cousins o.0 does this count as deprived too? ;P

called syera up just now. oh gosh, i miss korangss alotalot! ): mcm daa lame gitu tk jumpe, kankankan! & 7 dec won't be complete, minus one. sooo. meet up soon eh! :D

2008-11-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

sooo. had tt jab jz now. & omggg. aft like what, 11 hrs? my arm still hurts! ): reminds me of p6 nyer jab. hahh. & of course, andric's superbly unbelievable story about the sec 4 injection whr the needle will pass through your skin and cause a hole in your arm that i surprisingly believed. HAHA. call me stupid, but i really thought it was going to happen. :X

anw. HAPPY 16th SYIQIN & AMANDA ((:

2008-11-28T23:09:00.004+08:00

geeez. this fcking modem is being sucha pain in the ass ! UGHH.

anyhooo. gotta go for a typhoid vaccination tmr. yikes.
&& ! i was at BS just now, when it hit me that today was exactly one year. and okay, at ferst thr was still abitabit of .. something(?).. BUT, the feeling ddn last! :D seee! greaaat or whaaat! hahaa XD thn the whole 1 hour 15 minutes ride home i was like some loony person, smiling to myself & humming impianku. lollll. i sooo lovee that song! :D

2008-11-27T22:23:00.005+08:00

to sum it up,

watching this movie :

with this peoples :

(+ es & her fren)

wacky. XD

almost got knocked down by taxi twice.

ferst, i was doing my hair (thx to the wind) & i ddn look to my left.

lucky i turned jz in timee.

second, crossing e road thn e taxi came right at us & honked loudly.

we all panic thn quickly run.

third time lucky

but that didnt happen. or else i wouldnt be sitting here typing this, would i?

the movie was okok.

the guy not bad uhh ;P

then on the way home,

lazy to walk so took travellator.

then at the side got label :

please face forward

we were like LOL

would there be any difference ?!

hahh. waste ink hor.

thn in e train kept laffing nonstop.

i saw the word strong as sotong

so the sign read

"extra sotong sth sth flu medicine sth sth"

hahahaaaa.

so overall,

today was fun(:

and i guess i worried for nothing.

as usual XP

i want this SE c902 ! :D

shoud i go or not tomorrow ?! i feel bad though ):

& now i feel a gazillion times worse. i wished i knew the right things to say. im sorry i suck at these stuffs. ):

2008-11-26T23:54:00.007+08:00

highlight of the day : got chased out of this shop for supposedly playing with their machines. like real lah! its not our fault that thing is soo sensitive. as if we got nth better to do. mintak kene smack seyy.

i hope evrything goes well tmr :/
& hopefully i finally get a freaking job! sighs. *crosses fingers*

2008-11-25T21:04:00.004+08:00

went cuzziee hse. watched Dunia Baru The Movie. nicee :D & kelakar rabak or sth. thenn my sis started repeating the marah nmpk marah nmpk -.-

then played monopoly. was lazy so i became the banker.

The Game :
The Players :

Its amazing when strangers become friends ; sad when friends become strangers

why do some people like to ask EXTREMELY stupid questions ? makes me feel like replying all snooty & sarcastic, esp when im in a not-so-good mood. like now. UGH.

2008-11-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

highlight of the day : saw daniel's abg aka Daniel Senior.
HAHAHA. macam faham siaa kite tadi XD

why cant things be the way they used to be ?
im scared it would just be a replay of that day
):

picture myself exactly one year ago.
total & utter stupidity/gullible-ness.
so trust me when i say
i'm so over you
(:

2008-11-21T23:11:00.010+08:00

okay, the movie wasnt as bad as i expected. was actually rather funny? hahha. went to eat at ljs thn played arcadee. saw quite alot of familiar faces. aft tt window shopped. got an early bdae pressie frm kak lynn :D hahhs. tyty~

& im still in trauma ! jz now, was on the fone wit diy. then i accidently stepped on sth which made a cracking sound, like peanut. or so i thought. at a closer look, that ''peanut'' was a freakingg beetle/ insect thingie ! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWW. but it didnt die -.-

meeting them tmr. lepak-ing session + long bus ride = :D
&i hope nothing spoilmood-worthy will happen (:

2008-11-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

went out wit syera jz now. again, JH-ingg. trained to orchard, thn somerset for this interview. like i cant start work in 2 weeks? wont i be 16 by then? k whatever. newys, saw cuzzieee who was coincidentally applying fr tt job also i guess. thn filled up another form. ooohh, i changed my mind. i waaaant that job now :DD trained to bugis. bought stuffs. bused to bedok. no vacancy. reached home.

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meeting cuzzieees tmr ((: watching madagascar 2. funny thing is, i didnt even watch madagascar 1 -.-

2008-11-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

ytd teen told me a 'ghost story'
thn now wan also.
a real one at that :X
omg.
that plus listening to mj12 now
makes me very very paranoid
gulps.

2008-11-15T23:15:00.005+08:00

grad ceremony was okayy.

yaz was wrong though. i nv cry lor! hahaaa. && they played the graduation, friends forever song :D lame tk dengarr. so aft dt walkd home - last one. ): reached home.. did stuffs.. prepared.. syiqin & syera came at like, 4+ with news that made me shrieeeek. tk fair ahh korang ! dt time we were in bus 15 tk nmpk seyy. thn tt evening they saw syarif! grrr!

anwayss. makeup-ed etc. bused to simei. met diy, her mom sent us to suntec. reached thr rather early. so we cw-ed in the toilet. hahaa! classic perr. registered etc.. my no. was 1111. lollll. stylee hor. whole thing was quitee boring uhh. ended at ard 11. spent abt 1 hr taking pics. went to the ferst floor 'library' ard 12. funny sey. they all were like hyper. "eh this is library lah ! shhhhh ! " HAHA. reached home ard 1230.

xtraa ;P

again.

tried to step tinggii ;P

but thn they tiptoed ): loll.

okayy, the quality not good, blame my 2 mp camera phone. lol.

ugh! i cant find the rotate button. grrr.
^i look freakishly white. :X haha!

otw home listened to mj12. my dad suggested passing by old tampines rd or sth whr supposedly, can see 'things' so immediately i said NO WAY ! haha. lucky he didnt. thn reached carpark this girl was telling a story abt this person suicide whr she jump down frm 13th floor. thn we were facing the foot of a block and i was like omg. what if someone did the same thing now ?! hahaa. overactive imagination, i know.

& somehow i felt sad whn i reached home. which was brought forward to the next morning. and now too ): sighs. prbbly cos of the fact tt im actually done with sec sch. i dont even know if im happy or sad with tt. weird or whaaaaat.

thn today went the taklimat thingy. i cnt bring my baby along for the cruisee. ): straightener lahh! lolol. they said no heating elements (?) takut kene electric shock i guess, since we'll be at sea and all. grrr.

2008-11-13T20:55:00.006+08:00

met syera todaay.

made me wait at inter fr 1/2 hr -.-

should have done my hair longer! HAHA.

went to L but thn tk jadi apply.

paiseyy siaa we were like standing in the centre,

oblivious to our surroundings sampai this guy

had to tap my shoulder to make me realise

the counter person was calling me.

LOL.

so bused to PP.

the C thr no vacancy ):

so went to S. filled up form.

& i tot i saw es.

ohh, &if by any chance u're reading this,

contact me or sth k ?

we gotta catch up!

i miss hanging out / talking to you ):

thn went eastpoint..

saw the welcoming sign at S.

so we went to ask.

was greeted.. uhh.. loudly ;P

the environmment was like v lively and funnnn!

went out with smiling faces.

haha. i have a good feeling about this :D

hopefully they'll call us ((:

doa kan k ! :D

& aft dt went to e!hub.

nothing.

was hoping EK had vacancies.

mcm fun gitu kerje pat situ.

mane tau.. can play play skalii :D

thn went ws.

walked ard a while..

&&im so gonna buy tt tigger whn i hv e $$ !

so cuteeee~

otw to inter, got stopped by this guy asking fr donations.

bloody rude lah siaa.

like hello, ask ppl for money thn talk liddat.

like wtf sia.

spoil my mood only.

toots.

oohh, grad ceremony & prom(!) tmr :DD

i dont like/love you. i just cant forget you.

make sense? go figure (:

2008-11-12T21:38:00.006+08:00

went out wit syiqinnn today.

filled up app form again at airport..

tt starbucks at T2 ddn have any vacancies ):

&dt lookalike matchmade-in-heaven wsn working ):

so aft dt went bugis.

erghh, in the bus got PDA :X

like, get a room please ~

aft walking round & round & round

finally found my cardigan

but then hor, now i cant decide btwn shawl or cardigan

HAHA.

tsk tsk, ficklemindedness !

purposedly walked there

&the weather was similar too.

i hatehatehate myself for still not being able to forget you.

i myself dont know why on earth you're still on my mind.

its not as if you're perfect.

like any other human being, you have flaws too.

so WHY is it that you're still occupying that space in my heart ?

just WHAT is so special about you huh cm ?

had tt urge to msg him ytd.

but syiqin made me realise tt it would be a stupid thing to do.

so msged hafiz & cussons instead

thx fr the job tips/advices (:

&& i reaaaally hope sha & yaz are free on the 28th.

nnti deja vu :D

hahaaa.

bought glitter (: all that thn bused home.

aft syiqin got off, this quite old couple sat behind me.

and they were talking quite loud uhh,

so i wsn xactly eavesdropping.

scandal uhh !

disgusting sia,

tue tue gituu lagi boleh buat bende tk senonoh :X

tsk tsk.

meeting syera tmr

hopefully can get a job soon (:

2008-11-12T20:36:00.004+08:00

Why - Secondhand Serenade

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

2008-11-11T13:17:00.005+08:00

as of today,

FREEDOM !

:D :D :D

2008-11-09T00:36:00.005+08:00

SATURDAY.
met them at west mac. did stuffs. got superr pissed off.
"honestly, is sorry such a hard thing to say ?
i dont mean to sound like a backstabbing bitch.
seriously. i don't. but stillllllllllllll.
one word. two syllable. would it kill you to spit it out ?"
went to find job. -I WANT THE GV ONE! pretty pleaseee ? ;D ended up filling forms thrice. bused to WS. bused home.

SUNDAY.
oooohh, its syarif's bdaee ^^

& here i am, reading AAC instead of studying fr mcq. :X

2008-11-07T17:44:00.006+08:00

i think i screwed it up ):
oh manzzzzzz.

& i think thr's sth wrong wit this hse.
or maybe im just paranoid. :S
i hope.

&& YAY!
i finally have my full length mirror.
and a big wardrobe
:D

2008-11-05T23:27:00.004+08:00

got my prom dress alr (:

its like, ironic uhh.

i bought the dress syera tried on dt time aft practs

and vice versa.

haha. what a coincidence, ehh ? ;D

so anw.

spent the whole day walking around.

far east, marina square, bugis.

now my feet is oh-so-tireddddddddd.

ohh. and i found out smethingggg ! o.0

im definitely gonna remember this outing.

me & syiqin shrieking tengah2 MS

LOL. XD

xactly one more month ! :D

faham faham jer lahh ^^

2008-11-04T20:00:00.002+08:00

here we go again.

"leh knal2 ?"

hahaaa.

ok, conferrrrmm stml o.0

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

do you know you're unlike any other ?

you'll always be my thunder

2008-11-04T15:00:00.006+08:00

packing books&pprs&notes&past exams pprs etc
makes me sadddd.

)):

on the bright side,

i stilllllllll cant decide.

should i pick a job that

(i) pays rather well but is zzzzzz

(ii) rather fun but pay is not-very-satisfying ?!

Danny O'Donaghue ; The Script

ahhhh. *melts*

2008-11-02T21:15:00.005+08:00

someone, anyone,

please make me studyy !

arghhhhhh.

& i cant believe i typed thaaat.

*hides face* malu nyeerrrrrrr !

but i like his reply ;D

eeeek.

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was looking for a motivator

but in the end found a partner-in-crime.

HAHA.

nevertheless,

thank you ADAM (:

2008-11-01T23:16:00.018+08:00

ferstt heard this song durinn skoolz, niceee (:

the lead singer's not bad ;D reminds me of a certain someone :X

The man who cant be moved -
how can i move on when i'm still in love with you

jakun! :D

hahaaa.

sibs says my eyes like my cat's -.-

went to study wit syera today

stayed at airport a few hours

went to eat at the T1 canteen.

thn while waiting fr the food,

got this bunch of blue U guys.

~~menggatal.~~ :X haha.

actually just this one guy uuhhh yg bbual. tsk3.

i was carrying soup fr syera

thn he was like

baik2 tau.. nnti tumpah(on myself) dah tkleh gi sch lagi

nk mintak kite tolong angkatkan ?

sth liddat uh.

hahaaaa. kekeks.

& one of them was at the drinks stall too.

lked like another certain someone :X

befre studying,

belo-ed abit.

& of course,

cw-ed! :P

dah tkde kerje :
aft a few hrs, went back tamp lib
suppose to study,
but it was packed.
so borrowed some books,
thn we went mags section
thus we abandoned our sad ss notes ): lol.
saw mags w/
dafi & zoey & ashraf & fizow ~
ohh swoons! HAHA.
so aft dt went out.
thn at void deck, i realised dt i left my pencil case at the borrowing machine
so rushd back
thn dah tkde.
was like panicking alr seyys.
if cnt find must buy alot of things
& im like sooo dry rite noww ):
so went info counter
NASIB ade kind soul yg put at lost-and-found place.
so, to whoever who did that,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ((:

savedd my life manzzz. and money too. hehs.

aft dt lepak-ed at void deck.

& i got mistaken fr a chi -.-

aft so long. haha.

the uncle was asking if need to put coupon at night

thn i was like errr.. idk ?

haha. how on earth would i noe manzz.

do i lk old enuff to drive a car ?

oh god. i need to burn tht poem i guess.

liar liar pants on fire ! haha.

a pity things dont always go the way you want it to.

therefore, i conclude & infer (see! using ss skills ;P),

sweet words/promises = empty lies.

BOO!

2008-10-31T17:15:00.011+08:00

poa was okay i guess.

wasted my time memorising goodwill shit,

that 12m qn had 6m theory which i knoowwwwww

but the other 6m was journal entries which made me go

???????

so decided to choose the other qn

sighsssss.

on the bright side,

3 more days to go :D

&&i need to go find a job sooooooon ! :S

if all else fails,

thr's always that dishwasher job hor syiqinn ? XP

found an old poem.

brought back memories,

&i found myself thinking

was all that a facade ?

but whatever it is,

i'd rather not know the nonsense he's spouting behind my back.

YEAAYYY!

2008-10-30T15:36:00.011+08:00

3 1/2 [poa&ss&lit&sc mcq] leftttt :DD

jz nw aft they were done collecting pprs etc

& we were waiting to be dismissed,
i felt something in my eye

so i blinkblinkblink

thn suddenly my left contacts fell out

o.0

panic seyy kejapp.

went off to tm aft dt

bumped into shahiraaaaah & aisyaaaaah :DD
aisyah tk baik seyy, say i short.

i noe laa u tall now hor.

*sniffs* hehhh.

kiddinggg ~

&&seeing them made me miss p5 days ):

i dont know why, i keep having pri sch flashbacks..

*hmm..*

ohh, on monday was unpacking a few more boxes

thn i found my small box containing letters frm pri days.

what lovely memories. hahaa.

ader ghost club letters sumerr.

tu paling memorable uhh. XD

funn sey, kite buat dare and all.

then got one must go guys toilet.

i forgot who did that, hahh. :X

thn there were ily and bff letters

oooohh, ♥s! (:

thr's one article in tnp today thats superrrrrr disgusting.

this man had a cockroach up his nose fr 3 days or so ?

can you imagine ?!?!

errrggggghhhhhhhh. *shudders*

okaaaaay, i gotta go dating w/ Mr POA now -.-

how nice. NOT. ):

2008-10-28T17:12:00.007+08:00

green eyed monster at work.
sighs.
i admit it, i miss all that
sometimes? most of the times?
doesnt really matter, the feeling's still there.

ok, im supposed to be studying :X
hahh.
BYE!

2008-10-24T21:43:00.005+08:00

yeaaaaaaay!

got in Standard Chartered Marathon 2008 :D

Baggage Crew pun boleh laaaa.

at least can just shake leg thereeee

thn can enjoy sights ^^

2008-10-24T15:04:00.007+08:00

LOL.

6 more days; 8 more papers

ooooh, i cant waait :D

goshh.

it seems like it was only yesterday

when i firstt stepped into dunman

with the payung skirt etcetc.

HAHA. :P

time flies ):

2008-10-22T12:38:00.005+08:00

bumping into azrah yesterday
made me realise
how much i missed
hanging out with
her & es & nad & emi & tiara & siti & hanis ):

2008-10-18T00:26:00.002+08:00

yeaay yeaay! gg cruiseee 3-5 dec
sweet sixteen at sea :D hahhs.
okay, now i so cant wait for Os to be over!

Love is not blind, it sees but it doesn't mind.
Rizi Jane Baldon

2008-10-16T23:01:00.006+08:00

i thought i was over it , over him.
so i suggested going there.
guess i was wrong.

Anyone can catch your eyes, but only a Special Someone can catch your heart.

2008-10-15T13:11:00.008+08:00

jln raye on monday was funnnnnn (: got to see cikgu again aft 3-5 mths ? :D
went to study wit syera ytd.. belo sey she- ddn see S / H so dt blue tee jadi ahh. LOL. listened to her mp3. D'masiv- Di Antara Kalian, damn niceeee.

ku cintaimu tak bererti bahawa ku harus memilikimu selamanya

2008-10-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

weird guy : evry few weeks will suddenly start convo, tanye leh knal2. and he says the same thing -.- stml agaknye, ehh ? haha :X
went out to study jz nw. had to go all the way to airport. sighs. studied at mac awhile thn had to leave. so went viewing mall. sat at the far end corner. and had free show, got alot of ppl walk in our direction, only to realise that its a dead end HAHA. laffed like maddd. listened to gossip also ;P & i 'learnt' something today : malam malam tak boleh hujan -.-
going jln raye tmr (: whhheeeeee, at last! aft how many days of getting envious at seeing ppl jalan-ing while we were studying :D &&& its soooo irrrrritating, i cant seem to find the box with my red baju kurung. so im wearing my last yr black one ):

pizza delivery guy tadii hotttt (:

2008-10-11T14:02:00.003+08:00

ferst post in pasir ris! ceyceyy -.- setakaaaaaat, i noee.
wasn supposed to sleep ytd night/this morning
but i said i was gonna 'rest my eyes a while' fr 1/2 hr at 1230,
& somehow ended up waking at 645. hehhhhs.
& im still soo sleeeepy now. yawns.
& i guess this weekend wil be totally wasted
seeing as how my new room is packed wit boxes
& i hvn evn unpacked all my books and notes and whatsoevers.
grrr.

perangai siaa budak tuu, menyampah manzzzz. moodswings or wtv u call it, girls oso kalah seyy. tsk3. helloooo, its not as if i wanted to 'disturb' u, i was just doing my friend a favour. & anw. ive got BETTER things to do, unlike SOME people. was so freakingg irritated ytd can. this stupid guy kept calling, asking stupid things. then aft dt give stupid excuses. blah blah blah. whatever lah ehh ?

outstanding red in a sea of purple-s & brown-s CEYY!

2008-10-08T20:12:00.006+08:00

OMG. i just realised somethinggggg.
^ see me & my p5 adek next to me *GASPS* - the height difference

i was bending down! errrmm.. i think.

nooooo.

*in denial*

**not daniel eh syera, please ehh.

&& lk at sofie's(with the blue handbag) bangs!

straight kaaaaan!

jealous manzzzzzz.

hafta go back to packing my stuffs.

3 days to move. o.0

byeeeeeexx.

ps. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ria's playing puspa. blueks.

2008-10-07T11:15:00.002+08:00

i woke up with a smile on my face (:
heeehhs. *wink wink*

irritating nyerr toot. potatohead your head ahh

2008-10-05T16:58:00.002+08:00

Niatku - Verbalize Flo

last sunday in tamp ):
spent studying. evennnn ))):

2008-10-03T22:48:00.006+08:00

hari raya on weds. went like, 5-6 hses ? kak jima helped me straighten my hair :D the VS one quite good. so i bought it jz nw ;P anw. watched AAC again at cik ipah's car. sat wit sofie cuteeee at the back. i envy her bangs manzzz! its like super straight. *turning green* loll. she created a makeshift kitchen, got tap, ice cream maker, oven etcetc. to put it simply, she entertained me thru out the day. lolls. i miss being a kindergarten/nursery kid! nth to worry abt.

thn at the last hse, hazrul was like asking wt water ws dt or sth. thn at the same time, kak yan was asking abt the hse owner if im nt wrong, sth like bani ? thn hazrul drink the water thn he said, tk ahh! bukan air barley, air 100+ thn evryone ws like laffing alr. cute uhh, hahas. thn dah ngantuk. thn i suddenly spotted dt red furry freaky idiot. stupid thing made me emo. thn otw home i was like snapping at my adeks who got on my nerve(s)? )):
*ohh dt reminds me. raye pix sme other time. i cnt find the digicam's cable. toots.

yesterday&today was spent with darlingggs ((:
kept on laffing the whole day. must be the anklet. got some sort of helium ? hahaaa. dah mrepekk. ytd studied at bedok library. and somehow started talking bout SBs.. thn aft dt started spouting nonsense. & i hope no one else heard our crappings. soo the memaiseykan. new imbuhan okay! lolol. thn in the bus. this person sitting in frnt of us suddenly did sth unexpected. being mean, we laff laff laffffffff until i cry. :X thn had sc NS & aft dt sambung blaja at macs fr awhile. saw my abg sedare.. & also this guy living on the tenth floor in my blk-sadly not the tfg )): so long nv see u noee. sadded.
sme thing today. studied at sch w/ syera&syiq. nas tkde kerje tau. org tanye qn tk nk jawab. pastu pester pester tanye ape. aiyohhh. aft a while cldnt focus nemore. so went to eat. thn went 'round tm cs lking fr prom dresses. i found my dream one which cost $149 that is, IF me & syera go ;P khai u still owe us 4 reasons k! dont careeeeee ;D thn went back to sch studied abit more. thn had eng NS.

^syera tkde kerje waste plaster ;P
^ diy's shadoww
^ contents of syera's purse. i ddn noe dt small thing can fit all these ;X
^ the sorry state of our class' curtain ;P sad hor?

alrightyyy. gonna get back to emaths. byeeeexx

imissyou ):

2008-10-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

officially last day of sch ~~jz nw~~ yesterday was fun. ferst time seyyyy she smile/laugh in class. like whoaaaa!

just finished hanging curtains, which i took like 2-3 hrs to iron. mainly cos of the 1/2 breaks i took in btwn. hehhhhhs. tired manzzz. & superr sleeepy, haha. but i waaaanna hear the misteri raye thing at ria! how ahh ? && i cant wait to get the straightener on thurs! ((:

anw. SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D

2008-09-28T18:09:00.012+08:00

wheee~
budak kpo ^^ ;P
look! no hands o.0

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smallville season 8! (:

+
=

more reasons to watch SV xD

ohh,the temptation. haha. yazzzzzz why u tell meee.

sighs.

spent the aftnn at house P. i cant believe i spent like, 3-(close to)4 hrs doing maths thr. *GASPS* ahahs.. & at laaaast, i saw CGs ard my neighbourhood ;P

ytd went to study wit diy. we went frm one place to another in search of the perfect study corner. found it abt 1.5/2 hrs ltr ? oops. hehh. &thn smething sooooo embarassing happened :X *hides face*

(officially)2nd last day of sch tmr.

(: or ): ?

3 more days to raye!

13 more days to move.

18 more days to Os pract.

69 more days to SCM'08 (:

2008-09-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

Jangan Sampai Terlambat - Sleeq

oh swoooons! dah lamerr tk dengar lagu nii (: hahas

2008-09-26T14:06:00.001+08:00

kitchen ^
toilet ^ hahaaa. tkde kerje.

last but not least, my room! ^ XP

2008-09-26T05:25:00.001+08:00

how did things become this bad ?

*ps. cheer up kayys! you knowww we're here fer youu anytime (:

2008-09-23T21:32:00.003+08:00

i feel guilty.
im confused.
im curious!
what on earth are they hiding ehh..
*hmmmmms..*

fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.

2008-09-21T07:39:00.001+08:00

ooohh, today alyph cuteee turns 19 xD hahaa.

yeaay, he's finally online (:
see? im smiling now. LOL.

2008-09-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

went to study wit syera jz nw. spent 1.5 hrs doing stupid things. haha. wait, make that singular. thing. finally settled down at a void deck and did maths-me geog-she. i jz realised dt e notes i copied in geog class made no sense at the last parts. "laws/policies...........packet fruit" & the conclusion was illegible. me myself and i oso cnt decipher it. HAHA. i have no idea what happened. thn was listening to ria "artis kita" & had sleeeeeeeq :DD made my day, hahass. i sooo cant wait fr classiq to be released.

6+ bus-ed to tamp inter. food culture was packed, so went bk. changed mind again thn went ljs. lucky got seat. it was packed too, and finally buke at 730. hahhs. on the way to the buses, saw this girl holding bike helmet. and all of a sudden i was reminded of the time whr he put it on fr me. ugggghhhh. why was this issue brought up ytd? not that i blame u, but its justtttttttttt.. haiyoo. i dunno lah. now i seriously think being kept in the dark is better thn knowing certain things. but then again.. it doesnt apply to each and evry situation righttt..? ARGH. my head is all messed up. so each sentence that is being typed out contradicts the previous. yesyes.
iregretknowingyou. iregretlayan-ingyou. iregretlikingyou. iregrettrusting&believingyou. iregretmeetingyou. to put it simply, iregretevrythingididthathadtodowithyou.
what is with me ?!?

syera; the pic u asked fr.

* heyyyy. i jz realised my eyes sepet. haha.

& my eyebags getting worse. efffffff.

current obsession! ♥

you can say that you don't miss me, i think about you everyday.

2008-09-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

guess i shdnt have gone just now.
NS i mean, not tuition.
which was a blast btw. as usual, he was lol.
"no motivation? okay lor, anyone hu get A i give $1000"
thn this guy "really ah?"
"ya. later i burn it to you" (as in hell notes?)
kekek seyyy.

reached sch like ard 645. thx to that stupid bus. dah lah lmbt.. packed pulak tuu. had to wait fr another. and soon time fr buke. ate etc. raihan perfect timing uhh, ;P thn went wit them go 4A to pray.

syiqin told me sth totally unexpected. of all ppl, her? it totally caught me off guard lah siaa. so aft dt like, silence. was jz blasting. & suddenly it got overwhelming. like, perfect timing or what? 28 more days to pract & officially the start of Os fr me. i dont need this shit now, thank you very much. &evn tho i was biting my lips like crazy, tears still spilled. i just dont like to cry in frnt of ppl. not evn family. and anw, it would ruin my mascara ;P so quickly went to wipe it away. ehh, but the stomachache was real okay! aft dt talked wit syiqin & syera.. thx fr the advice (: and thx to cusson tooo (: wanted to chat with alex, but he aint online ):

walked to tmart macs, and on the way there, saw A. we were like, making a big fuss& noise right in frnt of him. "die lah! serious! muke same!" etcetcetc. lolol. thn at esso, i would like to express my heartfelt gratitude to this cockroach i met at the roadside. ceyceyyy! made syera scream. so i screamed too -as reflex. and aft dt, i felt better (: HAHA.

Fear Of Flying by A Rocket To The Moon ! <33s. chipmunk version cute glerrrrr! i waaaant!

2008-09-19T14:24:00.003+08:00

yelloowwwws.

ytd had sc NS. thn time buke, went down. ate tc.. thn went to wash hands and khai was like waving his hands abt. so i go splash him ahh. thn he was like trying to do the same. so i had to run away. thn runrunrun, my slipper suddenly felt lighter. LOL. turns out one of the straps broke. lucky its like criss cross. sooo irritating.

aft dt went to macs. and they had their ice creams and stuffs. thn whn time to go, this person sitting at the table next to us also stood up. i was like panicking alr. cos he was uhmm.. youknow i know lah. thn i rmb-ed during p6 whr the same thing had happened, so called. so i was like rushing out, pulling tassa's hand. haha. mcm org giler. lucky he nv follow. phewwws.

jz nw they announced the prom venue. why THAt place, of ALL places ?! sighs. its like, right next to last yr packing crew scm venue. and u noeeeee. those stupid stuffs happened. && its sooo stupid that its not worth remembering (: rightrightright?

whoaa, lk at the time. gonna be late fr tuition! byee.

thr's some things we're jz better off not knowing. ehh yaz?

2008-09-15T21:32:00.005+08:00

sunday.
studied 2 hrs at trl & void deck each. surprisingly, the neighbourhood was quiet, so it was a rather conducive study place. i guess 2 hrs is my attention span, cos i got bored aft dt.. and started CW-ing. hahaa. lucky nt many ppl walk past ;P

my new room! *with old tenants stufffs. toots.

^ dad said its been painted glory red already. i cant wait to seeeeeee

today.

aft sch had poa&emaths. all that numbers must have short-circuited our brain. cos we were like totally crapping.

my SOTD : "im not short. im just vertically challenged."

diy's SOTD : "if i were the *****, i'd be suffocating."

i tried repeating that, but accidentaly combined choke&suffocate = shoke/syiok.

which sounds so wrong when placed in the SOTD. oops. ;P

lolol. somehow we i mixed up ck with another ck which got us started talking abt UWs and... stuffs. :X *inappropriate content alert*

ohh, and chem was lol. as usual she stresses the importance of the sub = which is like, THE most important and applicable subject we are taking- compared to the others.

-her words, not mine :b

my stml is getting worse by the day! jz nw i was like searching fr my pencil case in my bag on the floor to find my stapler only to realise a few mins ltr that my pcase was on my lap all along -.-

and also alot of other stupid stuuff. aiyohh. what is wrong with me?!

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

so many what-ifs. sighs wistfully.

2008-09-13T00:51:00.004+08:00

Countdowns.

34 MORE DAYS to Os! :/
60 more days to freedom :D

84 more days to bdaee xP

omg. evn whn she's asleep my sis is so irritating. currently listening to mj12. abt new hse, grrrrrrrr. thn come to the climax of the story, coincidentally, she kick her pillow & it fell right behind me. heart attack!

new house exclusives! LOL

2008-09-12T22:07:00.003+08:00

entrance

i forgot whose bedroom
living room
kitchen

this one is post renovations. now i tink its worst cos got sand and cement all over. hhahas. i wanna hammer again tmr! dah ader target ;D

2008-09-12T21:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIRAH !
see? i typed it big big. hahaa.

aft sch went popular get stuffs but ddn find the file ): thn aft paying, me n nat were walking.. thn suddenly the sensors sounded. terperanjat seyy skejap. started recalling whether we took anything by mistake. paisey sia, cos ppl were staring at us like we were some kind of criminals. and we were wearing sch uni o.0 thn since no one came i tried walking past the sensors again and this time tkde pape -.- buat suspense jerr.

tuition was funny just now. he was talking abt combined lessons.. thnn he gave directions to TBP. sound effect mahal ahh! "u noe hw to go thr? take mrt[tot he was loyar-buruk-ing but turns out no, lol.] thn *teet teet teet* drop at TB. that one under grd. take elevator go normal grd. hahaa. thn walk to ntuc. go inside the lift.. thn press 5.. thn *ting!* whn the door open, the centre right in front." LOL.

gonna by lights and maybe paints tmr. and since TRL to far frm thr, ill jz study at the CC oppo the hse :D i hope not many ppl thr..

2008-09-09T23:47:00.003+08:00

okayokayyyyy. i admit it. i cant stay away for long. haha.

ferst day of term 4 ytd was : URGH!
damn damn irritating.

today.
fun-er. :D
nite study was funnnn. dd geog in class. thn belo2. made a new video. part 6 ? XP last part classic uh! lols. walked home as per norm.

started out doing poa while mp3 was charging.. bt thn gt side tracked.. bt i finished 2 qns of poa okay! and emaths a few parts here and there. hehhhs. :P

yes, i FINALLY got it off my to-do list. i cant believe i wasted soooo many mths on you. stupid right? i KNOW. what a WASTE.

&& ooooooh. i cant wait to see her expression tmr whn she sees... THE gift ;D

2008-09-07T16:00:00.003+08:00

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAHIRAH ! :D no fair, can watch nc16 movies alr. tmr gi dinner date ngn 6 tak..? ;P heeeeeehs.

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new scenery @ new blk
found a new way of venting my anger. ^
lks like cheese right?? the one on pizzas [befre melted]
dd this fr 1/2 hr - hammered the skirting. u noee dt border thingy.
fun ehh. pretended that the skirting was someone's face.

thn hammer kuat2. :D

carried stuffs down to the garbage chute owned by prev tenant who is soooooo inconsiderate.

his own stuff nv throw. expect us to clear.

thn got lingerie in the cupboard somemore.

disgusting siaa.

and ended up with this ^

thx to the stupid glass chandelier.

2008-09-06T20:25:00.004+08:00

watched sunsilk impian fr the ferst time jz nw.. oooooohh, zoey/kim cuteeeeee :P

still have 3 compos to finish ):
today was unproductive. jz finished summary, abit of physics and read act1 mnd.
time! STOP!

2008-09-05T18:50:00.004+08:00

tuition was okay i guess. the ppr he gave was quite easy ;P i loveee electriicity :D

took 9 but ddn see that person i saw last week that made my day ): walked home frm afghan. saw 3 ppl. (almost) same height.. same shorts length.. all wear cap.. so while i was lking fr more similarities and laffing to myself since i obviously had nth better to do, suddenly all 3 of them turned back & lked in my direction at the same time. telepathic ahh! loll. :X

i shall do some more phy qns ltr at nite(: semangat fr phy now! and finish up eng hw.

2008-09-04T00:00:00.007+08:00

tadaaa! midnight, on the dot. lols. biase uhh, tkde kerje. shall listen to mj12 fr awhile ltr (: surprisingly, im not sleepy. must be because of theee phy & chem ppr i jz did. which is not even complete. blanks here and there.

shoooooot. lappiee's batt low alr. and the programme has started so i dont dare go out take charger. i even closed my door so i wont see anything in the living room. or window. or anywhere else for that matter. omg, seeeeee what that prog has turned me into ?! but i cannot not listen. its addictive ;P

was listening to one story, thn my door suddenly opened and i jumped like 1 metre. maybe higher. hahs. terperanjatkan org jerr.

2008-09-02T16:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday's 1988 Segaris Sinar last eps was so sadd.
kesian sey die.
padahal cerite jer ehh.. hehhhs.

ps. sister! ive got your bdae present. so u better be nice to me
muahahahahaaaaaa
read lahh read.

2008-08-31T16:27:00.002+08:00

made the biiiiig mistake of eating that kfc shrimp ytd
and i got rashes all over.
raaahh!
until now seyy! ):
ice is now my newestt best friend (: loll.

got my red baju kurung alr :DD
hahahas.
i seriouslyy dunnooo wt is wit me and red.
o.0

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

2008-08-29T20:40:00.001+08:00

just a simple gesture,
yet he made my day ((:
by smiliiiiiiing :D

2008-08-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

guess what is that one day each month i hate the most.
surprise,surprise,
its today!
huhs.

2008-08-28T16:09:00.002+08:00

todaaay, last tchers day in dmn )):
was ok i guess.. ddn do much.
aft sch had sc.
it was sooo !!!
*breathes in, breathes out* nvmmmm.
walked home wit diy.
irritating! i ddn see/hear anything seyys! hmmmphs.
thn whn i wanted to look behind,
i saw the hyperactive dog and told diy and ended up shrieking. hahaa.
paisey lor, lucky tkde org except fr them.

tomorrow WILL rain! must think positive. mwahahaaa.

2008-08-27T17:03:00.004+08:00

ytd lit had free period. so was jz slacking, then glanced out the window and saw.. something. so i told diy and huiting uhh. and they took it wrongly thn huiting was like "oooohh! iry like NCM!" thn i was like "!!!! no! i like NMM " (i didnt think befre i spoke) and dt was a biig mistake. maluu nyeeerr!

thn aft sch had humans nite study. soo funneeee. my 'strike' and diy's. thn aft dt walked to 4f. it was dark, and i felt uneasy. then stuffs happened andso on. *shudders* im glad i ddn look right :X thn at 3rd floor, khai was like "beware! ilyas nga hide behind one wall." so we continued talking thn whn he came out to BOO us, khai was the one who screamed the loudest. ironic? hahaaa.

pleaaaaaaase let it rain friday morning. thn can watch moovieeee :D its been ages, hor?
meeting shaaaaa this sat! miss her seyyy (:

2008-08-25T16:55:00.002+08:00

ytd watched army daze at arts central. it was sooo LOL. esp dt pineapple head camouflage thing. and also
officer : "drop 10!"
ah beng : *drops 10cent coin on floor*
kekeks.

ooh ooh ! jz nw booster was so lol. and made me feel motivated back again. :D hahaaaaa. + had to sign overall marks thingie jz nw, and they rounded everything up, so i ddn fail ANYTHING! :D wheeeeeee~

on the not-so-bright side, lessons are back again. and tmr start nite/evening study again. which means more past exam papers again. sighs. nvm. 50++ more days to goooo ~ thn can party day and night for a few months consecutively! LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK HAZ
(:

2008-08-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

was chatting wit my kakak sedareS ytd..
aaaand now i have mixed feelings abt poly courses.
raaaahhhh!

jz nw was in the van otw to brunch.
and my idiotic bro go push push
thn my arm was pressed against this screw thingie
and now i got a hexagon scar/tattoo -.-
lebam pulak tuu! grrrrrr.

2008-08-22T13:53:00.002+08:00

i passed my physics o.0 like whooooaaaaa. && its definitely thx to Mr Jay :D yesyes. and nw im motivated. -fr physics only not chem! hmmmmmph. and cos of dt, my sc overall is like 49.75 -.- i hopehopehope they will round up! *crosses fingers* and toooots. failed emaths by TWO marks. bodoh kaannnnn!! sighs.